sad ):

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I'm just so tired, so mentally and physically drained, sometimes I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick of this life sometimes. Why must life be so stressful?
Sometimes I just wish I could be a bird, even if just for a day, and fly far.. far, far away from this city.
How I wish sometimes she'd spare a thought for me and just put herself in my shoes.
Does she know how it's like to wake up every Saturday, dreading the day so much. :(
I've put up with this way too long. I tried, I really did try. I just didn't wanna let you down, which is why I forced myself. I forced myself so much that I realized one day, that I didn't even think about myself. What about me? :(
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And I'm sorry but I just can't push myself anymore or force myself to do something I don't like doing.