Random

Hi guys!

So this is just a super random update. Typing this in the comfort of my living room using my trusty iPhone! So anyway so much has been running through my mind lately. You know... Just random thoughts that most people have I guess when you're all by yourself at night. Expectations. I know everyone has them. I know everyone wants to succeed in life, to make their parents proud. Get a good husband, settle down start a family, have a good education, get a good paying job, a nice house etc.. so many expectations and yet even i don't know if i ever will be able to fulfil them. Only time will tell. I just don't want to let my parents down because they have done so much for me. And they have sacrificed so much for me. I know i probably don't say it enough but i do love them very much, whether they know it or not. And all i ever really want, is to make them happy and proud; although i do know that there have been countless times that i have let them down.

Well, what can i say aye? I'm still growing up. But the thought of being 21 this year is really starting to get to me. I'm officially gonna be an adult. And yet, I still feel like a kid. I don't want to be an adult. There are too many things to worry about. I don't wanna have to worry about paying house bills one day, paying for electricity bills etc. I just wanna worry about having enough money just so i can go to "blabla's party" next week, for example. Worry about having enough money to go shopping or the movies with girlfriends. I guess the fear of growing up is just really getting to me... I don't ever wanna grow up. :( But i know it's a reality that i must face. And not just me, all of us. No one is gonna be 17 forever.

Anyway aside from that, my laptop is down. :( so there won't be proper updates till then. So for now, guess we're all gonna have to settle for this. Hahah. Oh welllll. Anyway... Some random pictures! :)


Lots of love,
Sofia Dendroff