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Posted on Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 4:31 PM with 0 Comments

Mannnnnnnnnnn, I hate it when it's night. Feel so lonely and bored most of the time. I know I shouldn't be feeling LONELY especially since afterall, I do have a boyfriend, but still... the feeling just never goes away. Sometimes, I find myself reminiscing the old days, the past relationships I used to have, the friends I lost, how I just had it so much easier as a kid. It's different now. I hate growing up. :(

Another thing I really dread about myself is the fact that I'm always NEVER satisfied with what I have. I swear, I'm gonna end up with nothing one day. My mom once told me, "You always break people's hearts, one day your heart is going to be broken too". I'm scared for that day. I've to admit, I've never really gotten my heart broken before. In secondary school, I used to see some of my close friends crying over failed relationships, over arguements and quarrels with their boyfriends/girlfriends(the crooked ones), but when I quarrel with my boyfriend or when the relationship is really over, I don't know why, but I never find myself in tears or anything. Yeah I'll feel sad a little, but then I'd usually get over it within a day or so. Is there something wrong with me? Am I really so heartless? :(

I'm gonna end up being a lonely old lady one day with no children to care for me, and noone to grow old with.
Argh, here I go again with all my assumptions, I should stop thinking too far ahead huh. But seriously, I don't like my life now. The only people who ever make me truly and constantly happy 24/7 are my friends. I don't know what I'd do without them sometimes.. Even being in a relationship sometimes doesn't make me truly happy(Not that I don't love my bf). But I always feel like there's something missing in my life. That extra spice. I just haven't figured out what it is yet.

These 2 never fail to make my day, plus without them CCA would really be a bore!
Love you Namira my Monyet aka Monkey, and Wawa my Baboon! <3


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