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Just another sleepless night... |
Posted on Monday, November 26, 2012 @ 8:52 PM with 0 Comments


Hey guys, 

So this is a pretty random post. It's 4.31am and I am in the comfort of my room, lying on my bed with my laptop resting against my 45 degree angled thigh. Just got a brand new mini laptop. What's it called? A notebook or something I think. Can't seem to sleep despite having class at 9am in the morning. Lately, I've been having alot of sleepless nights. I'd sleep early, or at least, attempt to.. only to find myself tossing and turning for hours till the sun eventually comes up. Like yesterday... I ended up sleeping at 10am. Can you believe it? I wonder if any of you know how I feel. It's really frustrating to not be able to sleep as and when you want to. I really envy those people who can almost fall asleep instantly the moment they plunge themselves into bed. It's not that easy for me. Takes a long time before I'm able to sleep, on most days. Furthermore, with exams being less than a week away, I doubt I'll be getting much sleep till the 3rd of December. Absolutely can't wait for exams to be over. It seems as though I've been gone for a long time huh? I know... the last time I posted was almost a month ago. All I can say is... alot has been going on. Well, there's good and there's bad of course. 

The good part about my life I guess.. is having fostered close friendships with a few people I met in school...Jeanette, Jason, Selene... to name a few.  honestly feel so blessed to have made even one or two close friends because y'know, true friends are hard to come by these days.. some leave... some just pretty much end up stabbing you right in the back.. or even the front. Guess that's why I'm not really much of a social butterfly these days. I admit I used to be one. Always found myself hanging around with so many different groups of people, making new friends every week etc... Life's different now. It's not like how it used to be. Things have mellowed down I guess. I stick to the ones I trust the most and the ones who appreciate me for me. Quality over quantity any day. Guess I learnt it the hard way. You can never trust a person too easily. EVEN YOUR BOYFRIENDS. Remember that, because you never know what they nonsense they might end up spewing the moment things don't work out. 

The bad part about my life? Well.. I guess for most of you who actually do follow me on Formspring or Twitter, you probably know. It's actually really complicated... what bugs me the most is just how insensitive people can be...haters will be haters I guess. Don't really want to dwell too much on this topic but let's say it has affected me a lot for the past month or so... I've not really been able to be much of myself... actually not just a month ago but for a few months due to some unfavourable circumstances. It's a lot more complicated than you think, really. And all I can say is, it was never something I wanted. But oh well... life's never fair is it? 

Moving on to other happier things... holidays are coming. :) And so is my birthday. I'm having a birthday party for the first time in a very long time. Feeling kinda excited yet nervous.. Will people have fun? What if they get bored? Hahah some of the things I've been worried about... On the other hand, I can't believe I am turning 21. Officially a young adult. Wow. Never thought this day would come. The average person lives 60 years or so. So that means, I've lived 1/3 of my life. So scary to know that. Haha. 

Sorry if this post has not much of a flow, it's not really supposed to because I am just typing whatever that comes to mind.... Sighhhhhhhh.... 4.50am. I guess I ought to get some sleep. I wonder who still reads this space. Haha. But in any case, I have posts lined up for you guys, and it just seems to be piling up. gahhhh.
Soon okay guys? SOOOON. Hopefully I'll be much more active in the month of December. :) Goodnight everyone. I hope you're having a lovely day wherever you are. 


Lots of Love,
Sofia Dendroff


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